I can't let go...?

Help me out...
Or hold me down...
I feel my world tumbling...
Spiraling down...
I can’t let go...
Something’s wrong, I can’t let go...
Something's wrong, Do I want to let go...?


The cold is circling around me,
It brings with it memories,
They wash over me, rain over me,
I feel my world tumbling...
Spiraling down...
I can't let go...
Something’s wrong, I can’t let go...
Something's wrong, Do I want to let go...?


The new me, she's cruel,
It's almost too much for my heart,
She laughs at me, mocks me,
I feel my world tumbling...
Spiraling down...
I can't let go...
Something’s wrong, I can’t let go...
Something's wrong, Do I want to let go...?

When the rain of memories falls,
It tears my soul apart,
When it rains...
Why does it rain so slowly...?
When it rains...
Why can't I let go...?